I have this horrid sense of anxiety I can not shake- and havent been able to for nearly a month now. The littlest things make me freak out and I keep feeling like the whole world is going to fall apart on me. And I'm tired of pretending I dont feel that way. So, yeah- now the whole one person who reads this shall know. XD

k, my 18th b-day came and went. It was decent. I went shopping wiht my mom and we went to lunch at the Cheesecake factory. Then my whole fam (mom, dad, and grandparents) went out to dinner at Macaroni Grill. I so overate yesterday... *clutches poor protesting stomach*

I'm redo-ing my whole bedroom as my b-day gift from the rents. Sadly, it must be cleaned before I can finish it all. When its done, I shall take pics of it. It shall also have art by me on the walls. (Cause I'm to cheap to buy art)

And yeah, thats about all that happened in the last month +. Oh, wait, I gots a job. Working at Pennys. Which I think almost everyone knows by now. I've been working there for a month now. In the fall, I will prob switch to the Birkenstock store, as they ahve the best shoes evar. (And they will pay me more and let me set my own schedule.)